Saturday, August 11, 2012
Devine Test?
Before I start, lemme tell a bit of background story. Back in like 2000. There was this boy which i disliked. Dislike is too light... Loathe. Hate. He had the characteristics that can easily put me in an annoyed and irritated position such that 5 years later i just cant tank anymore, i called those who were of the same mindset to take "justice" upon ourselves. Sure, i lost the place in the prefectorial board because of that one incident. And also was the first prefect to get kicked out in history of the new school. But it was WORTH it. The drama, the meet-the-parent session and all. Worth it. The apology and the failed appeal coz i cant say no. All the backs that were turned after that. I left the place and up till now, its worth it. Long story short, there is a trait that was in him that i hated. I wont say what it is but i just hated this trait in people. Sure its harmless to some, but it just gets on my nerve. Having that trait is nothing wrong but he went around talking so much cock about it and putting others down just because he is "THAT". I hated it.
Then 2006 came and i found out that there is yet another trait in people that i hated. It aint the same as the guy described before. This one is with a female. Nothing is wrong with the girl at all, dn get me wrong. I just disliked her characteristics. Her antics so you could call it. What she did for the next 4 years was textbook "Insert-trait-i-dislike-here".
Well, those were the 2 things i get annoyed with very easily. A major turn off. People with it dn normally get along with me easily coz i wont let them.
Of course there are characteristics that i like. Personality, traits, behaviors. Whatever you call them. I wont specifically say what it is coz some people just have it and i like it very much. It just melts me. Young or old, i just like it to a HUGE extent if people are like that. Kinda looking for that kind of ppl for my future *ahem*... LOL.
But what i'm trying to get across is that what if people like that have the 2 traits that i despise most? An amalgamation of the both extremes that i like and dislike. Well, God has ways to test his servants. And this is my test. Never in my life i have to face someone like that but you just exists dontcha? A major turn off yet a major turn on at the same time. I can really pick a fight with you to the point i did with that boy when i think about it. Yet, i cant even think of hurting you one bit at the same time. Someone i can trust yet plenty say not to trust you. And it is even written. I want yet i dn want at the same time. Fark, this is lame. Yet you exist. One PLA says go, the other says dn bother. And dn get me started on that "heart and mind" crap. Sigh. This is my test and i have to take it. No such thing as pon-ing this, but no one also said cheating was not allowed in this test. No one mentioned that there was a time limit to this test so Wal-Asri, only time will tell.
By the token of time through the ages, verily Man is in loss.
